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(no subject) [Oct. 13th, 2009|03:44 pm]
One last paper & I'm freeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Gonna go out with Love this weekend for shopping. Hee. :D
 
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(no subject) [Oct. 4th, 2009|09:51 pm]
Actually, I intend to blog something. I clicked on the post button, stare @ the computer screen for minutes, & I forgotten what I wanted to blog about. Haa. Probably another day bah.
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(no subject) [Aug. 31st, 2009|09:47 pm]
Hi.
Bye.

xoxo.
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(no subject) [Aug. 14th, 2009|02:29 pm]
I'm not MIA. :)
I'm still alive.
I'm still breathing.
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Quiz from Facebookkkkkk :D [Aug. 3rd, 2009|07:36 pm]
1. Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire. What do you do?
- Don't care. LOL.

2.Your best friend tells you she's pregnant. What is your reaction?
- Omg?! Bring her to clinic for accurate results!

3.When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
- Idk.

4. Congratulations! You just had a son. What's his name?
- Jolton Roy

5. Congratulations! You just had a daughter. What's her name?
- Renette Joy

6. What are you craving for right now?
- Mcdonald Shaker Fries!

7. What was the last thing you cried about?
- ........

8. When you buy something and your change is a penny, do you keep it?
- Yes. You never know when you need that penny.

9. What color is your tissue box?
- Yellow.

10. Is there a ceiling fan in your room & if so does it have dust on it?
- No ceiling fan.

11. What is the last voice mail you received about?
- I don't have voice mail.

12. Scariest thing you've experienced in the last year?
- Red House during my birthday chalet. Omg.

13.Have you ever had a garage sale?
- No.

14. What is the last beverage you had?
- Milo

15. Are you happy right now?
- Maybe.

16. Who came over last?
- Apa you talking.

17. Do you drink energy drinks?
- No.

18. Have your brothers or sisters ever told you that you were adopted?
- No.

19. Dark or light jeans?
- Both.

20. What was the last movie you watched at home?
- Garfield, with Baby Shanonbel. :)

21. What is in your pocket?
- Nothing.

25. When is your birthday?
- 8 November.

26.What are you going to do after this?
- Mug on Chemistry.

27. Who was the last person you went shopping with?
- Can't remember.

28. What is your favorite dessert?
- Red Rubyyyy.

29. Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
- No.

30. Do you like pickles?
- No.

31. Is someone in love with you?
- Hee.

32. What color is your couch?
- Black.

33. Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?
- No.

34. Does someone like you right now?
- Hee.

35. Do you know anyone in jail/prison?
No.

36. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
- Qiaorov.

37. How many hours did you sleep for last night?
- 7.

38. Do you swear at your parents?
- No.

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- I got no idea.

40. What is the last thing you spent money on?
- Food.

41. Name one thing no one can ever take away from you?
- My phone.

42. What is the last thing you ate that had onions in it?
- Stir Fried Pork with Onions from Pots & Pans.

43. Crunchy or Puffy Cheetos
- Both.

44. Have you ever blocked someone from facebook?
- No.

45. Who was it?
-

46. Do you wear a name tag at work?
- No.

47. What color is your iPod?
- I don't use iPod.

48. What is your favorite key chain on your keys?
-

49. What were you doing at midnight last night?
- Sleeping.

50. If the last person you kissed said that you were the only one they wanted, would you believe them?
- Yes.

51. Do you believe that any of your ex's think about you?
- I don't think so.

52. Would you date someone 8 years older than you?
- No.

53. What were you doing at 1am this morning?
- Sleeping.

54. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
- No.

55. Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
- Yes.

56. Do you know a secret about your ex and if he/she pisses you off will you tell?
-

57. What's with you and the last person you kissed?
- BGR.

58. Have you ever had your heart broken? If so how many times? How did it feel?
- Pain.

59. What time did you wake up this morning?
- 5.30am

60. What's on your bed right now?
- 2 pillows, 2 bolsters, 1 comforter, 1 big hamtaro, 1 small hamtaro.

61. Are you someone who worries too often?
- Ya.

62. Do you like to cuddle/snuggle?
- Hee. Maybe.

64. What color is your hair?
- Black, red/brown under sunlight. Woo.

65. Honestly, if you could go back 1 month and change something would you?
- YES.

66. Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
- Ya.

67. Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
- Ya.

68. Are you wasting your time on someone?
- No.

69. Are you excited about anything today?
- Koh, Wong & I visited the *** department in Metro today. HAHA

70. On average, what do you think makes you cry the most about?
- Tiffs, quarrels, arguements. Argh.

71. What does the newest text message in your inbox say?
-

73. Who are 5 people your last texts are from?
- J, Koh, Qiaorov, Stepmum, last one, I can't remember.

74. Do you currently have a hickey?
- Apa?

75. Last person you texted?
Koh.

76. Miss anyone?
- Ya.

77. Have you ever skipped class?
- Ya.

78. What's the longest you've ever talked on the phone?
- 6/8 hours, can't remember.

79. How many people are you texting?
- None.

80. Do you have a friend you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
- Ya.

81. Where was the last place you went?
- Causeway Point.

82. Let's be honest, have you ever been played by someone?
- Idk.

83. Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a M?
- Ya.

84. Who is the last person that called you and what did they say?
- Stepmum, asking me whether I ate already anot.

85. Do you trust all your friends?
- Some.

86. Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
- Smokes pot?!

87. Are you usually wide awake in the morning?
- Depends.

88. If you could change your eye color what would it be?
- BLUE BLUE BLUE BLUE.

89. Do you dance in the car?
- How to dance manxz. Lol.

90. Do you always answer your phone?
- Unless I am sleeping, or in silent mode. If not, I'll answer.

91. Would you like to be in a relationship right now?
- I am in one right now. -.-

92. Who's hoodie did you wear last?
- Mine.

93. Do you sleep on your stomach?
- If I'm having a hard time sleeping.

94. Is love really a beautiful thing?
- Sometimes it is :)

95. Do you think someone is out to get you right now?
- Maybe? Idk.

96. Are you in a good mood right now?
- Maybe.

97. Is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
- Ya.

98. Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
- I don't want to know & I don't wish so & I don't wish to know.

99. Do you think you will be in a relationship three months from now?
- That will be my half year anni. Woo.

100. How many people on your top friends have you slept in the same bed with?
- Koh, Jesslyn, Rhongpeng, J.

101. Have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
- Hah, ya.

102. What are you listening to?
- Nothing.

103. Is there a difference between the word 'best friend' and 'friend'?
- Yes.

104. When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
- Last Saturday ):

105. Can you touch your toes?
- Noooo ):

106. Do you have any interesting tattoos/piercings?
- I got tragus, helix. Ok, not that interesting tho. ):

107. What were you doing at midnight last night?
- SLEEPING.

108. What's your favorite season?
- Springggg. :)

109. Last thing you ate/drank?
- Stir Fried Pork with Onions, Milo.

110. How many siblings do you have?
- 3.

111. Needles aren't so horrible?
- VERY VERY horrible.

112. What time did you go to bed last night?
- 10pm.

115. What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Milo.

116. Are you scared of spiders?
- Ya.

117. Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
- Yes.

118. Ever been swimming in a lake or river?
- No.

119. Last person you drove with in a car?
- Cab?

120. Who should start the kiss, the girl or the guy?
- Anyone.

121. What did you last buy?
- Stir Fried Pork with Onionsss!!!

122. What’s irritating you right now?
- Headaches!

123. What radio station(s) do you listen to?
- None.

124. Are you afraid of the dark?
- Sometimes.

125. Are you listening to music right now?
- Yes.

126. Is there anyone you wish was still in your life?
- No.

127. Do you get distracted easily?
- Yes.

128. Was this the best year of your life?
- Maybe.

129. Who are your best friends?
- Koh, Wong.

130. What was going through your mind during your last kiss?
- I hope this last.

131. Is it easier to forgive or forget?
- Forgive.

132. Do you flirt a lot?
- Good question. I don't think I am.

133. Would you live with someone without marrying them?
- Koh, Wong, J?

134. Have you ever had a dream about people you love dying?
- No.

135. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
- No.

136. Who was the last person that made you feel safe?
- J, family, Koh, Wong.

137. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
- Ya.

138. Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
- Ya?

139. Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
- No. ):

140. What did you do yesterday?
- Computer.

141. What time do you go to bed at and when did you wake up?
- I slept @ 10pm, woke up @ 5.30am.

142. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
- Depending.

143. Believe in love at first sight?
- Maybe.

144. What phrase or saying do you use the most?
-

147. Who is your favorite person to talk to online?
-

148. Who is your favorite person to talk to offlline?
-

149. What’s your favorite flavor of ice cream?
- Cookies & Creammm.

150. What’s your biggest fear?
Flying objects.

151. Would you rather write in pen or pencil?
- Pencil.

152. Peppermint or spearmint?
- Peppermint

153. Do you like your handwriting?
- No. Cause it's very round. Omg.

154. When did you last kiss someone on the cheek?
- J.

155. Which shoe do you put on first?
- Left.

156. What was the last thing that made you smile?
- Koh & Wong.

157. Are you afraid of dying?
- Who don't?

158. Who would you rather be with right now?
- Family, Koh, Wong & J.

159. Do you prefer holding hands or kissing?
- Holding hands.

160. If an unstoppable force meets an immovable object, what happens?
- The object moves lor.

161. Who was the last person to slap your face?
- Erm, J? Playplay one lur.

162. Do you sunburn easily?
- No.

163. Have you ever worn lipstick before?
- Ya.

164. What do you say to the statement “Love is suicide."
- O.o

165. What do you think of when you hear the word “plume”?
-

166. When was the last time you were told you were beautiful?
-

167. Have you ever seen a dead body?
- Yes.

168. Are most of your friends virgin?
- Ya.

169. Warm up near the fire or cuddle under the stars?
- Cuddle under the stars.

171. Have you ever bitten someone else’s tongue?
- Ya.

172. Do you prefer short or long hair on the opposite sex?
- Short.

173. Have you ever been given an engagement ring?
-

174. What would you do if you opened your door to a dead person?
-
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Probably gone, [Jul. 31st, 2009|10:58 pm]
I'm trying, really. You said you'll stand by my side throughout this but where were you? You said I've changed, I'm trying hard to change back, but can't you see? You said my attitude hasn't changed at all, how far am I to your expectations?



This feeling really suck ...

Maybe the both of you aren't avoiding me, but I am.
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(no subject) [Jul. 26th, 2009|04:59 pm]

Forever. ?
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Betrayal [Jul. 18th, 2009|05:41 pm]

Betrayal

I suddenly wanna talk about this topic. So yup, here it is.



We talk about betrayal in a BGR first. I think being betrayed by your boyfriend/girlfriend is the worse case.

Both of them are in this relationship, but somehow or rather, when days pass, one of them went out flirting other girls/boys. Even having the intention to go and be steady with them or something.

Imagine you catching your love one behaving intimately with another girl/boy. How would you feel? I would first kick off that fucking guy's cock and then giving that girl a tight slap.

You gave in all your trust, your love, your care, but it turns out to be the one you love, turning his/her back against you. Wtf is this.



Next, friends.

You trust this friend a lot, letting her know all your secrets, even probably your darkest secret. You thought that your secret would be safe with him/her, but yet, she/he let the cat out of the bag. Letting almost the world know your secret. How sad can this be?



People kept saying that they do not like being betrayed, or they hate betrayers. How well do you know that you're not one of them?
Think carefully, if you do not want this scene to happen to you, then don't do it.






Maybe I shall randomly pick on topics to talk on. Or maybe you guys reading my blog can tag me and ask me to talk on random topics. HAHA :)
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Friends [Jul. 16th, 2009|04:21 pm]
Hi. I suddenly thought of this topic, when I was in class in the morning after recess. It suddenly came to my mind that I wanna talk about it.




Friends

What's your definition of friends?


Sometimes, I really wonder, whether people count me as a friend or not. I know I won't make a good friend, or maybe best friend, but I know I'm not one of the worst friend in their list either. Whether or not they treat me as their friend, I don't really care. As long as they don't use me, I'm fine with it.

Count yourself lucky, if your friends around you don't gossip about you, don't badmouth about you. These are maybe your real friends. Real friends do tell you about your flaws in front of you, cause they want you to know what has gone wrong. They don't want to see you repeating the same mistakes again and again, so they tell you that in front of you. Of course, who can accept the fact that your own friend tell you about your flaws in front of you?

Think about it, would you rather him/her to tell you your flaws in front of you, so that you'll try to change it and not repeating the mistake again, or you want him/her to badmouth about you that you're having this flaw? I would rather choose the first one, having him/her to come tell me what my flaws are, so that I'll change fo the better.

Fake friends? Those who comes around and goes around. Taking you for a piece of shit, taking you for granted. Only coming to you when they are in need of help. Showing a fake smile on their face to you when they seriously hate you, making you feel that they are still your friends.


I had some reservations about being friends with strangers. I'm afraid that they'll be some idiotic hypocrites who will spread out what I told them. Sometimes, it's good to leave a distance between you and your friends, no matter how close you are. Cause maybe one day, who knows whether they'll stand by you and support you, or flee to another place, leaving you there alone, trying to overcome problems.
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Can't be forgotten [Jul. 10th, 2009|09:13 pm]

"Taking you as my girlfriend, my baby, my lover.'
- 10 July, 7.10pm

"Goodnight baby, I love you too."
- 09 July, 9.31pm



We haven't been talking for 2 hours already. I wonder what're you doing.
I miss you baby.
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Sorry [Jun. 27th, 2009|04:09 pm]
Sorry. ):
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Wondering [Jun. 24th, 2009|01:07 am]




 
Hey hi. It's 1.10AM now & I'm still not asleep whereas Baby has already fell asleep like a long time ago. Felt like updating Livejournal all of a sudden. I wonder who will ever read my Livejournal again. HAHA.


Anyway, I suddenly felt that I've changed so much. From a lil girl, to today teenager. The way I dress, the way I talk, the way I behave really changed a lot. Those who only saw me like once a year would say, "Wow, you've really grown so much." I felt happy, for no reasons either. (:

I'm really happy for the past few months when I got to know Baby. (:  Though we had many many quarrels & argues, we still love each other :D  I really felt like the happiest girl on Earth, cause Baby's like pampering me like a kid. Making me laugh when he laughs, especially when he laughs like a kid (:  Making me laugh like mad when Baby tickles me. :D

But my heart would really drop, when Baby starts making me worry. I remember there's one time that happened a few days ago, that he said his brother went crazy & wanted to slash people with a knife & Baby wanna stop him. I was like, lost. I didn't know what to do when Baby sent me the last message & told me that if anything happens to him, he still love me. I rushed down to Marsiling, ran all the way to where Baby was. My heart sank. I saw Baby, & went over to hug him. Really felt like crying at that time. I was so afraid that I couldn't see him anymore. I was so afraid that he'll be injured or what.

Countless of tears I shed, for the one I love dearly. I didn't want anything to happen to him. Luckily, nothing went wrong. (:

I know you for 100 days already,
Another 5 more days to our 2nd Month Baby, you know I love you so. (:
 
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Childhood - Teenage Life [Jun. 10th, 2009|11:14 pm]
Well, it's been long since I last blogged here. Suddenly got the urge to blog about my schooling days. HAHAHA.


So anyway, throughout my whole schooling life, I think kindergarden was the most happiest periods. Cause we practically spend a few hours there to like play around with children from our neighbourhood & study a lil. I still remember my favourite time was recess cause this recess that we had was in this room & the milo that the Aunty made that time was super duper nice manxz. From my kindergarden class, I got to know some friends then. Friends like Huiqi, Lihern, Suwanie, Arantxa & many more. Then, we went up to Primary School.

Primary One was funny. Cause I was like so lost in the school, but luckily I still got some friends that I knew from kindergarden in the same class with me. & I still remember that I got my bloody long hair manxz. & I will always tie up into 2 ponytails. HAHA. & Everyone was quite envious of my ultra long hair. Yes, it's ultra long that you don't wanna imagine. (:

Primary Two was still quite okay. Got familiar with the school surroundings, & started to play around with those girls in other classes. Oh, did I ever mention that I don't mix with boys when I was in Primary One & Two, cause I think boys are like (inserts word). Okay, I don't know how to describe. HAHA.

Primary Three was kind of stress? Suddenly got another new subject, Science. & I seriously hate Science alot manxz. Didn't even passed a single time -.-  & During that time, my teacher even use the cane manxz. Not really hit us, but hit the table so that we'll listen to her or something. Quite funny though. :/

Primary Four was omg. I was the class monitress & just someone don't like me. Wtf. -.- But after that, I mixed around with her & my grandmother really loves her alot. (& Ya, during that period of lower primary days, my grandparents were staying with me cause my parents just divorced) But I seriously hate her to the core manxz. Omfg. Then we started to have arguments & then like what 'I don't friend you already la' things. HAHA.

Primary Five was fun. Really fun. I was in this class with the considered notorious chinese group of boys. (Or rather, not so notorious) I met Yuanbin, Louis, Boonsong, & others. Really had a great time back then. Always hanging around the Mama Shop behind my primary school after school & just laze around there though we had nothing to do. HAHA.

Primary Six was fast, super fast. Was still in the same class as those boys. Quite funny I guess. HAHA. & I think my class really broke the record. Cause within 2 weeks, a few boys got caught for stealing, smoking & blahblahblah. Can't really remember. & Back then, I went steady with Louis quite a number of times. Hoho :/   PSLE came & I started puffing. Didn't gave a damn to PSLE & what's the result in the end? A terrible PSLE score of 172. -.-   Chose our choice of school, & I got into Woodgrove Secondary.

I was freaking late for the first day of Secondary school. Seriously. I guess I woke up late or something. Or probably took the wrong bus & ended up late. :/   Was seriously scared cause I don't see familiar faces around me. I was seriously not being myself. Omg. Then later I became friends with Cheryl Koh, Cheryl Wong, Jaslyn, Angelina, Stephanie & others. During that period of time, I got back together with Louis. Umm ya, then later broke up again.  Life was kind of no-life. Cause every day after school whether anot we have things on, we(Cheryl Koh, Cheryl Wong, Jaslyn& I) will always go to Causeway Point & walk. It's like our 2nd home already lur. -.-  & Almost every week, we'll have our ear piercings there. & This resulted us into having multiple ear holes. HAHA. Super boliao I tell you. Then what? Always getting caught for our ear sticks/ear rings, short skirts(we used to fold our skirts till it's short btw), invisible socks. HAHA. Secondary One's MYE was a whooping good results cause I got 1st in class & 2nd in level. & I was telling myself that I must be the top scholar for MYE in level. After June holidays, many things happened. I left the group of girls & joined another group of girls. Had a great time with them too (:   I got back together with Louis on the 29 August 2007, & then we broke up 2 weeks later, on the 5 September 2007. I got to know Weixiang then. Talked on the phone with him almost every night. & I had a crush on him. HAHA. EOY was omfg. I didn't imagine that I could actually got 1st in class & level though I didn't study (Cause I still can't accept the breakup between Louis & I) -.-  Ohya, I also forgot to mention that I know Jasline & Leejie too. Cause back then, Jasline liked Louis. & We were like love rivals. However, we still became best friends (:  Leejie, was my friendster friend then. Didn't met up with her till October, when I started going out with Jasline. & Then I know more friends from CSS. Friends like erm, Leejie, Youxiang, & others. During the 2 months plus holidays, I was practically at home, surfing the net. Having my everyday conference with those Canberrans everynight. & We'll conference till like 4-5 plus in the morning. & I'm always ordering Mcdonald Delivery while conferencing, that's why I'm like so fat now. Omg.

Secondary Two was quite chaotic. I started hanging out with those Canberrans after school. Always making my way to 515 basketball court & watch those boys playing their basketball while we girls were sitting there gossiping. Common Test was disasterous cause I flunked everything. Level & class positions drop like shit. (I'm still in depressed mood after the breakup with Louis -.-) Then, during the March holidays, I went over to Taiwan. I thought I could forget everything that happened in SG, but somehow just can't. When I returned to SG, Leejie asked me to join her for easter service @ Expo. So I decided to go along. Then, I met Jessamyn & she became my hubby. (:  Met Yokelin, Daphne & others too. Really had a great time with them (:   Nevertheless, I continued my conferencing with them, hanging out with them after school. Then, I met Jonathan & got together with him for like 2 months & 2 days. MYE was also flunked like shit cause I kept hanging around with those Canberrans after school & didn't even care to study. -.-  June holidays were like shit. I went on a sudden trip to Genting with Step grandmother & I didn't tell anybody about it. It was like so sudden that everyone asked me why I went MIA for so long.  School reopened. & I met this cute guy, Marcus Koh. He was damn freaking cute manxz. & I took his number. LOL. Later he asked for stead on the 2nd day we met, & I accepted. -.- Broke up 3 weeks later cause he was flying off to America or where for his yoyo competition. But so alright lur, cause this relationship was really out of impluse. Omg. :X    Then later, I met Jinfu around October. This cute guy who is one year younger than me was seriously cute like shit manxz. HAHA. November, I had my advance birthday chalet & I invited mostly Canberrans there & Cheryl Koh & Jinghui. & I still remember that I liked Jinfu on the 3rd of November 2008 -.-   After my birthday chalet, I went to Shanghai with those CO peeps (:  Had sucha great time there :D   After I came back, I continued hanging around with those Canberrans, & I think I confessted to Jinfu, if I'm not wrong. But later, Leejie also like him. & I was like, omfg. During the holidays, I was leading my way-too-wild-life. Seriously wild. I would go tonning with them, slacking, playing whatever shit. Walking to Bottle Tree Park from Sembawang Park was kind of scary. Seriously scary. Then I went over to Jinfu's house & spent my night there with Youxiang, Weixiang, Desmond & Jinfu. Chirstmas period was like every night ton outside till late then go back home.

Secondary Three was omg. Cause we were split into different classes. I no longer got into contact with those Canberrans anymore cause CCA & school's getting me busy. I concentrated on school so much that I didn't even have the time to go online. Then later, during March, I had my school carnival & I got to know Eric. Then the holidays were like so packed with CO cause SYF's coming. Joe suddenly texted me one morning during the camp. & Tada, we got to know each other. Later, Joe come & confessed. HAHA. April's super busy. Really can't find the extra time out. & I confessed to Joe on the 6 April 2009, he asked for stead, but I rejected. Cause I really didn't have the time or rather the spare time. So freaking busy with CO. & During that period of time, we were electing chairman & vicechairmen for CO. & I was the Vice Chairman of CO! (:   Ohya, back to point. SYF's a success, cause we clinched Gold medal. Though not our desired medal, but still, we brought honour to our school (:   Then Cheryl Koh got to meet Eric, & they eventually got together on 28 May 2009. I got together with Joe officially on the 29 May 2009. & We(Cheryl Koh & I) were called The Bangs, cause we had bangs then. -.-  &  Baby & Eric were called Identical Brothers. Cause they were too alike.  Things were getting fine, even though we had quarrels & tiffs. -.-  So yup. Life continues.



I feel like LOL now. I don't know why, don't ask please. Probably one day if I get old & starts forgetting everything in the past, but only remember my blog, I'll come here & have a look. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Laugh please. So anyway, updates probably be next month or what. HAHA.




I can't wait for my 2nd month with Baby & Baby's birthday!
Missing Baby now. ):
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(no subject) [Apr. 18th, 2009|11:38 pm]
Not in a very good mood. Felt like crying my whole eyes out manxz. ):


2nd time, that a guy actually talked to me like that. 2nd time in a week, & that's worst. Why are they so protective of us? I know because they're worried about us, but to us, both of you are over-worried, you know? Idk what to say else.  Idk whether I wanna blog this out anot.




Everything's gonna be alright, right? )':
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(Inserts title) [Apr. 11th, 2009|11:52 pm]

Well, it's been like a few months since I last stepped into this livejournal -.-  & It seemed dead already. But anyway, I'm here to retrieve the blog [:

School's getting busier than usual. SYF's coming, & everyone of us are bucking up. Well, I'm like so glad that Common Test were over, but how, Mid Year's coming! I suddenly feel the tension that's coming over me. I wanna get Wenqing replaced & be the 1st in class manxz. People might think I'm crazy. I'm not at all satisfied with my Common Test results, having the 2nd position in class when I flunked my English badly.

So what if people envy me of my class position? I don't think there's a need to. Cause if you cannot reach the target that you made for yourself, you have already lost to yourself. So why go bother about people's grade?


Well, let's put studies aside & talk about friends. I'm contended with those friends around me. & We, the threesomes are back together once again :D We've been through like so many ups & downs, leaving everyone of us so angry & upset, but in the end, we're still back to square one. Nothing can actually say how much I really love & treasure you girls, but I want the both of you to know that I really really love you girls alright. :D


I'm craving for prata now. I know it's random. HAHA. My eye's are like semi-open now manxz. Probably hoping to my bed sooner or later, (:  Okay, it's 12.02AM now & I can't wait for 3 plus in the afternoon cause somebody's returning to Singapore from Genting!
 

I'm kind of excited to see 59 :D  Just excited. HAHA. Well, my eyes cannot take it already. I'm hoping onto my bed & wait for 3PM in the afternoon already!  Loves you people (:



 

So in love with you! (:

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A new beginning [Jan. 17th, 2009|12:09 pm]
Well, it's been like of long since I've update my Livejournal. Anyway, everything's over on the 22nd of December 2008. Finally let go off everything. (:  2008 seems to passed very fast. I haven't even have the chance to thank these people whom have helped me once or many times in this year. I know it's kind of late to say this, but I still wanna say lur :D

I wanna thank,

Cheryl Koh, for being such a good listener though we have had many disputs. :/ She's still the best listener whenever I really need her. :D

Hinyee, Stephanie, QIaorov, Lilin, Vivian, Chunhui, Lijun for accompanying me for recess almost everyday during school days. :D  They have really brought alot of laughter to me & I really appreciate that.

Jasline, Leejie, Peggy, Weixiang, Youxiang, Jinfu, Yongching, Desmond, Louis, Marcus, Peiling, Vanessa, etc. Practically the lot of Canberrans whom I know, thanks so much for those kind of slacking periods. LOL. Those visits to the Bottle Tree Park, Red House, etc were indeed scarying. Hoho :D  & Anyway, thankyou for listening to whatever grumbles I have uh. :/


Suddenly can't think of anyone else who has helped me. :/ Anyway,  I really appreciate those who did many things for me though I didn't mention your name here. :X 
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I think you know who you are right. & I know I like you. How? I actually beat around the bush to tell you that I like you. Oh, how dumb can I be?
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Reminiscing [Dec. 18th, 2008|11:12 am]
I doubt you remember. You said a total of 16 sorries in your messages to me from 5 Nov till 17 December. You even said that words which made me very happy, but it was accidental, as you said.

One day, yes one day, I know I can give up. Your messages, pictures would all be deleted.

Just that one day.
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(no subject) [Dec. 6th, 2008|09:51 pm]
It's been 1 month & 3 days since I ever like you, you know?


Anyway, last long with her. [':
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(no subject) [Dec. 5th, 2008|03:31 pm]
I felt a sharp pain in my heart. Speechless for words, I didn't knew what to say. I wanted to cry, but I can't cry. I wanted to scold, but I can't scold. I felt as if I lost my voice.

For the first time in my life, I cried like I never cried before.
For the first time in my life, I didn't know what to say.
For the first time in my life, I didn't know how to react to your message.

For the second time in my life, I missed someone so much.
For the second time in my life, I confessed to the one I like.



I didn't know how to react, what to do, what to say. I'm just, speechless for words. Probably, I'll move on when time goes by.
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Measuring [Dec. 1st, 2008|11:38 am]
If you ask me how much I miss you,


my answer is very.
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